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Colossalcon was a success! I had so much fun there and bought a lot of awesome things. Most importantly, I got to spend time with a friend I only get to see once a year and my boyfriend. It was awesome just shopping around, dueling, and going to a bunch of panels. The drive home was kind of crappy, but overall I had an amazing time. I also had a fun time the week after having a sleepover and doing a bunch of other random stuff like watching movies and dressing up all pretty.

I've been super busy with friends being home from school and work, so I haven't really had time to draw or anything...sorry about that. Maybe I'll try to draw something soon....who knows. >>''

Oh yeah....I just finished No Game No Life and Hitsugi no Chaika.....I loved them both~ I can't wait until the second seasons come out. (hopefully soon!)

...I don't know what else to say....so I'm outta here! :iconbyeplz:
  • Listening to: BabyMetal
  • Reading: Hetalia
  • Watching: Hitsugu no Chaika
  • Playing: Silent Hill Downpour
  • Eating: ice cream
  • Drinking: water
I'm so happy right now! I was finally able to pass my algebra class so now I have my associates in Liberal Sciences. (Not too grand of a degree but hey, I'm not much of a school person)

Now I'll be able to focus on saving more money and doing things I love! I just can't believe I got a B in that class....I never expected it. xD

Anyways....I'll be going to ColossalCon in Ohio with my boyfriend and one of my very good friends that lives by there. We'll be there the whole weekend...so I'll be sure to take lots of pictures and whatnot. I just hope we get there ok...I'm kinda bad driving in places I'm unsure of. But when we went last year I didn't have a problem. I guess I'm just thinking too much into it.

Oh well......I think that's all I wanted to say. Have a fabulous day everyone! 
  • Listening to: Savant
  • Reading: Hetalia
  • Watching: Hitsugu no Chaika
  • Playing: Silent Hill 3
  • Drinking: water
I completely forgot to update after Tora-con. I had a lot of fun with the group I went with, and I was able to have my cosplays come out good! (despite having some issues with my Kanon wig due to the wind) I was also able to buy a lot of awesome things like my strike witches figure....plus Akio bought me a Bazett mini figure that's adorable. >w<

I'm also happy that I have a few new friends too. We get along super well and I'm glad I met them. =w= 

I should be working on a cosplay for UB-con, but I think I'll just use a past one. I really don't have the funds or time right now to make a whole new one. Plus the money I'm saving up is for Colossal-con, which will probably be A LOT. ^^' 

That and I'm still trying to figure out how much money I should bring...so I wanna make sure I'll be set. Oh well....I'll probably figure that out soon. 

I'll update again soon if anything of importance happens lol. See ya!~
  • Listening to: Plentakill
  • Reading: Hetalia
  • Watching: Nobunagun
  • Playing: Silent Hill 3
  • Drinking: water
I'm starting to get really pissed off at myself because of my anxiety. I thought it would get better over time but lately it's been getting worse. I have no idea what to do or why it's been this bad, but it's starting to get out of hand. I'm sick of always feeling nervous/annoying/etc. It's literally ruining and running my life, and everything I've tried isn't doing shit. I feel like I don't even have control of myself anymore because of it.

Maybe someone can give me advice or something. I'm sick of having bad days and constantly feeling like shit, T__T

Hopefully this weekend at the con will help a little bit because it's the first con of the year and I have a few new friends. Then again, maybe my anxiety will ruin everything because new people scare me and I'm afraid everyone will make fun of me....oh well. Guess I'll just try and have fun! :iconohwhyplz: 
  • Listening to: Pendulum
  • Reading: Hellsing
  • Watching: Noragami
  • Playing: Portal 2
  • Drinking: water
If anyone's going to Tora-con in the beginning of March, let me know! I'll be going there with a few people for the weekend. 

I actually got around to making the cosplays I wanted. I'll be going as Pip from Hellsing, and Kanon from Coppelion. I know for sure when Kanon's done she'll be completely done....but this Pip cosplay won't technically be "complete." In the future I want to buy legit Hellsing patches that I can sew on a jacket (not just super glue together), so for now I'm making fake patches to put on myself. Once I get legit patches and whatnot, then I'll sew them on. I figure I'd rather not sew the fake patches then have to re-sew them and whatnot. I hope that makes sense. xD

But anyways I hope to see some of you guys there!~ I'll post some cosplay pics up after the con if anyone's interested in seeing them~ Whelp....that's all I wanted to say....I hope you all have a great day!
  • Listening to: Pendulum
  • Reading: Attack on Titan
  • Watching: Hellsing Ultimate
  • Playing: Audiosurf
  • Drinking: water
I hope everyone had a great start to the year!

I unfortunately didn't start it very well....but hopefully it will get better. ^^' I'm planning to try and make some cosplays and go to lots of cons while out of school...so I'll definitely take lots of pictures and whatnot!

I'm also going to try and draw more! (I know I've said this countless times, but I'll really try this time!) I want to get much better...so hopefully if I practice a lot it'll help. xD

That's pretty much all I wanted to say....shocking I know. xD Oh well....if I think of anything I'll put it on here....so until then have a great day!
  • Listening to: Pendulum
  • Reading: Alice in the Country of Hearts
  • Watching: Hellsing Ultimate
  • Playing: Deadpool
  • Eating: doritos
  • Drinking: water
Hey everyone! Just popping in quick before work to wish you all a very Merry Christmas! The past few weeks have been super busy, so I haven't been able to draw or anything. Then again, most people have probably been busy lately. But that's okay because I'm gonna try and draw more after New Years.

Anyways, I hope you all have a great holiday, and I hope you get everything you ever wished for~



Also OH GOD I'VE BECOME OBSESSED WITH THE HOBBIT BECAUSE OF MY BOYFRIEND WHAT HAS HE DONE.
I used to LOVE Lord of the Rings and now I'm all back into that stuff and I'm so happy. :iconthrowplz:
  • Listening to: ABBA
  • Reading: Alice in the Country of Hearts
  • Watching: Kill La Kill
  • Playing: Deadpool
  • Eating: doritos
  • Drinking: milk
Hey everyone! Just hopping on quick to wish everyone a Happy Thanksgiving! I hope you're all doing well!

I'll be quite busy the next few days....luckily I don't have to work so it's all fun. I think I might have some homework mixed in there....but who cares? xD I only have a few weeks left of school! :D

Alright alright...I'm outta here. I gotta get some rest for tomorrow's adventures. Have a good day everyone! 
  • Reading: Alice in the Country of Hearts
  • Watching: Kill La Kill
  • Playing: Blazblue
  • Eating: chicken
  • Drinking: water
Hello everyone!~ It's been a VERY busy semester for me so far. Luckily it's half over...so I only have about a month or so...then I'll (hopefully) graduate!

I've been trying to draw a bit more for practice...but for some reason, I just can't seem to draw as good as I was before. It's probably because I'm constantly drawing just chibis...so when I go to draw something not chibi, it turns out all weird. xD

With school being so busy, I wasn't able to make a cosplay for Halloween. Although I am being Pikachu at work this Saturday...and a zombie police officer next Wednesday-THursday. I REALLY wanted to make a Xatu gijinka...but I just didn't have enough money or time. Hopefully once school's over I'll be able to make a small list of cosplays and start on them for the cons coming up next year.

I suppose I'll have to work a bit more in order to afford these things with expenses, but I'd much rather work a bit more than be stuck at school for hours.

BUT ANYWAYS....I hope you're all doing well. Hope to talk to you guys soon! Feel free to message me whenever you'd like...whether it's on here or on Tumblr (I check both regularly even if it doesn't seem like it.) So have a great day and don't work too hard~ :iconhugsplz:
  • Listening to: Pendulum
  • Reading: Alice in the Country of Hearts
  • Watching: Kill La Kill
  • Playing: Bioshock Infinite
  • Eating: oreos
  • Drinking: water
I didn't realize that school was already starting for some people....I start on the 4th...such a weird day to start. But anyways....I just wanted to wish you all luck if you're going to school....if not...good luck with whatever you're going to be doing! Unfortunately school's going to most likely eat what's left of my soul left...so I apologize in advance if I get depressive and whatnot. I'm taking 6 classes this semester (which is supposed to be my last one!) and 2 of them are math classes I previously failed.....so wish me luck as well. I'll need all of it if I'm gonna pass everything....

Oh well. I'll try to keep ya guys updated and such. Have a good day everyone! :icondemaciaplz:
  • Listening to: Pendulum
  • Reading: Alice in the Country of Hearts
  • Watching: Attack on Titan
  • Playing: Black Ops 2
  • Drinking: water
I usually check up on here all of the time, but lately I've been forgetting to. Soooorrry~ ^^' I hope everyone's doing good.

Lately I've been pondering over what cosplays I want to start making in a few months. I have about 5 I really want to do...but because money's so tight, it's difficult. ;~; Plus I'm not the best at sewing and such. BUT ANYWAYS.

Ever since they first started, I've been getting really into Attack on Titan and Dangan Ronpa. I've also been watching Fate/Kaleid Liner Prisma Illya, Senyuu, and Hetalia The Beautiful World. SO MANY GREAT SERIES FILLED WITH FEELS. I don't know if my tiny soul can handle it all....especially right before school. 

Speaking of school....once I start in a few weeks, I might not be on as much as I'd like. I won't disappear, but don't get worried if it takes me longer to answer things. I have to take a good amount of classes; two are math classes that I've previously failed. I hope I pass....or the little remainders of my esteem will be going right down the toilet. 

Alrighty...I think that's it for now....I'll hopefully talk to you all soon! Have a fabulous day. :iconkneelplz:
  • Listening to: Pendulum
  • Reading: Alice in the Country of Hearts
  • Watching: Dangan Ronpa
  • Playing: Assassin&#039;s Creed
  • Drinking: water

There is a hacker going around on DA and hacked people. 
Please Warn everyone

The hacker does inappropriate pictures around in the account page and writes in journals: "I hate you all, go die"  And he/she also remove all your watches. 

If this happens to me, then you know that isn't me. I write this journal to warn everyone here. Write it yourself on your Page. I think the hackers will not have more fun with hacking you if you and your watchers already know what could happen.

This is a copy and pasted message from ~Otakubunny717.

Thank you for warning me, and I suggest all watchers do the same thing I did. 

  • Listening to: Studio Killers
  • Reading: Alice in the Country of Hearts
  • Watching: Attack on Titan
  • Playing: Bioshock
  • Drinking: water
Helllloooooo~ I hope everyone's been doing good. I mean, yeah, I usually see most of you, but I still get concerned.

Nothing too big has happened lately. Had a few parties and get togethers...I've been able to visit a lot of my family, plus I got everything set with school.

School is going to KILL me next semester though. I'm supposed to graduate next semester, which is absolutely great! Except in order to graduate, I have to take six classes, two of them being math classes which I've failed. I have no idea how I'm gonna pull good grades out of my ass. As long as I get D's in math, I should be ok, but I can't do math at all, so it's stressing me out a bit. The other classes should be no problem. But honestly, if I fail both math classes AGAIN, I'm 99.9% done with everything. My esteem is already pretty much in the toilet, so that would definitely be bad if it happened. So I REALLY hope I can do something right for once.

ANYWAYS....I've also gotten myself re-obsessed with Alice in Wonderland: the movies, manga, etc etc. I'm very happy about it though, I've always found it interesting and fun! I'm starting to collect the manga and so far I'm loving it WAY more than I thought. Maybe I can play the game soon too.

Oh.....

This journal is getting pretty fucking random...so I guess I'll stop before I go off on a tangent about life and all of it's "peachy" wonders.

Stay awesome everyone.
  • Listening to: Studio Killers
  • Reading: Alice in the Country of Hearts
  • Watching: Attack on Titan
  • Playing: Bioshock
  • Drinking: water
This past weekend I was able to go to the Niagara Falls Comic Con. I had an amazing time, and it really made me feel better. Now that I look at it, this past week as a whole was absolutely fantastic. I got to hang out with a lot of my friends, go to the con, and just do random stuff overall. I hope this week is fun as well. I only work one day this week again, which is terrible for my paycheck, but as long as I'm feeling better, it's well worth it. Today's just been a lazy day hanging around and eating food. xD

Hmm what else......OH YEAH. I was able to buy the first Crash Bandicoot at the con. :D I was so excited when I bought it~ Years ago I was supposed to inherit it from my sister, but she accidentally sold it to someone, so I'm extremely happy to be able to play it right in my room along with other gret games like 007 and Perfect Dark. (Thanks to Akio of course)

I was also able to get some really awesome merch and see some great cosplays. I was a little sad that I couldn't cosplay, but I'll be sure to cosplay at the next con.....if I decide to NOT be lazy about it.

I STILL have to make my Jarvan and Splendid cosplays....along with a few others I'd love to do, but seeing as I have a slightly tighter budget than usual, I'll have to decide on a select few I really would want to do. Hopefully I'll decide that soon, along with saving money for my next tattoo....which is going to be a wrist tattoo for anyone that's curious.

I think that's really about it. Just wanted to update anyone who I haven't talked to in a bit. Have a good day everyone! :iconohbabyplz:
  • Listening to: Witchcraft by Pendulum
  • Reading: Btooom!
  • Watching: Attack on Titan
  • Playing: Bioshock
  • Eating: ice cream
  • Drinking: water
I figured once I was done with school....I'd feel a bit better...even though I failed my math class AGAIN. Yes it is nice to not have so much work to do, but lately I've been feeling worse. I get pretty upset or depressed just trying to talk about certain people/things. Nothing bad in particular has happened lately either...things have been pretty content actually. That's why I don't really understand why I'm getting so sad over nothing. I really don't want to worry people, but maybe someone will have advice as to what I could do besides medication. (I'd really rather not go that route)

I've been talking to my dad, and he's been helping a bit, but I've been worrying him a lot, plus I feel like he doesn't fully understand certain things, which is ok, but still. The last thing I want to do is worry my dad, he's been through enough shit as it is. I guess it might be general stress, but not a lot of things have been happening, so I don't fucking get it.

This is becoming a huge pain in the ass honestly. :iconwhyplz:
  • Listening to: Witchcraft by Pendulum
  • Reading: Btooom!
  • Watching: Attack on Titan
  • Playing: Bioshock
  • Drinking: water
I only have 2 more days of school left, then I can finally focus on other things like work and my friends/family. Even if I'll be working more, I'll have much more free time because I won't have to worry about getting up early for school and whatnot, plus even if I get my 30-35 hours a week, that could mean I'd only be working 5 days in the morning/early afternoon, giving me the other 2 days off completely and have my evenings.

Anyways, I just remembered that I haven't started on my summer cosplays, so I should probably start on those. ^^' I bought the red hero mask and I bought a crown for a base, so at least I have some things ready. These next few weeks are gonna be so much fun. Not only do I get to see most of my friends, I'll also get to hang out with my sister and relax a bit after school. I'm hoping I can figure things out more with the free time I'll be getting, so wish me luck. If you guys don't know what I'm talking about, message me if you'd like, but I'm pretty sure most of you know the things I've been dealing with.

Hmm.....what else....well I've been starting to try meditation and yoga for the first time. Some of my issues have been causing me to become very angry, which gives me massive headaches and raises my stupid blood pressure. So I hope that the yoga and stuff might help me calm down a bit, because I'm not exactly a big fan of being a ball of rage 90% of the time.

I think that's about it for now. Well, I'll talk to you guys soon! :iconbyeplz:
  • Listening to: Witchcraft by Pendulum
  • Reading: Btooom!
  • Watching: Hetalia The Beautiful World
  • Playing: Bioshock
  • Eating: poptarts
  • Drinking: water
Hello all. It's been a bit since I last updated. A bunch of things have happened since then. xD Well...the main thing was that I got to visit a few friends of mine last weekend a few hours away. It was an amazing time, and I hope to see them in the near future.

On a more negative note....I wasn't able to make my Splendid cosplay in time. :iconohgodwhyplz: This week is going to be too busy for me to dye the wig and go to the party store. But I was able to make a decent cosplay in time for the con coming up this Saturday: Renko from Touhou Project. I know it won't be perfect....but for the little amount of time I have/had, it'll be pretty good. The only thing I need to find is a white dress shirt, which I KNOW I have hidden away somewhere.

BUT ANYWAYS.

At the last con I went to with my friends and Akio, I was so happy with what I was able to buy. I bought a Rei body pillow, an Aya keychain, a Bioshock Infinite poster, a Fate/Zero Lancer necklace, AND a Sayaka soul gem. Not only did I basically freak out when I saw the soul gem, but I was able to finally find something Fate/Zero related jewelry wise...AND IT'S THE COMMAND SEAL OF LANCER :iconblushingplz: I've been seeing so many Fate related things lately, and I'm so happy. =w=

......once again I have no clue what to type :iconstahpplz: ....so I guess I'll leave it at that. UBCon is in a few days, so I'll update after the con, because something odd always happens at the con. See ya!~
  • Listening to: Witchcraft by Pendulum
  • Reading: Btooom!
  • Watching: Hetalia The Beautiful World
  • Playing: Bioshock Infinite
  • Eating: chicken
  • Drinking: water
(COPYPASTE)

GUYS THIS IS IMPORTANT!!!!!!!


APPARENTLY THERE IS A HACKER ON DEVIANTART, CALLED 'LIFE OWNER'.....

TELL EVERYONE ON YOUR LIST BECAUSE IF SOMEBODY ON YOUR LIST ADDS HIM THEN YOU WILL GET HIM ON YOUR LIST. HE WILL FIGURE OUT YOUR ID COMPUTER ADDRESS, SO COPY AND PASTE THIS MESSAGE TO EVERYONE EVEN IF YOU DON'T CARE FOR THEM AND FAST BECAUSE IF HE HACKS THEIR EMAIL HE HACKS YOUR MAIL TOO (I think what it means by that is that he could assume the identity of your friends, and FOOL you into opening the letter since you think it's your friend that's sending it )!!...

Anyone using Internet mail such as Yahoo, Hotmail, AOL and so on. This information arrived this morning, Direct from both Microsoft and Norton. Please send it to everybody you know who has access to the Internet. You may receive an apparently harmless e-mail titled 'Mail Server Report'

If you open either file, a message will appear on your screen saying: 'It is too late now, your life is no longer beautiful.'

Subsequently you will LOSE EVERYTHING IN YOUR PC,

And the person who sent it to you will gain access to your name, e-mail and password.

This is a new virus which started to circulate on Saturday afternoon. AOL has already confirmed the severity, and the anti virus software's are not capable of destroying it .

The virus has been created by a hacker who calls himself 'life owner'..

PLEASE SEND A COPY OF THIS TO ALL

Remember, always be careful of messages you receive in email-don't open them unless you're 100% POSITIVE they're safe. If you have even the SLIGHTEST doubt, DON'T open it-DELETE it, it's the smart thing to do!

Pass this around !

(I feel like I've heard of this long before this.....but hey, nobody likes to get hacked...so why not be a tad careful about it?)
  • Listening to: Witchcraft by Pendulum
  • Reading: Neon Genesis Evangelion
  • Watching: Senyuu
  • Playing: Bioshock Infinite
  • Eating: noodles
  • Drinking: milk
OH GOD I ALREADY HAVE IDEAS FOR 2 COSPLAYS I WANT TO DO NEXT YEAR....AND ONE OF THEM I WANT TO DO FOR HALLOWEEN.

But I need to save my money. FUUUUUUUUUUUU :iconohgodwhyplz: It's also bad because lately I haven't been getting any hours at all at work. If I wasn't in school right now, I'd probably get another job...like Gamestop or something. But unfortunately, like always school messes shit up. -__- It's only for another few months or so and then I'M SO DONE WITH SCHOOL (maybe....for now) People there really piss me off...especially in the registration offices.....BUT ANYWAYS...back to cosplay.

I'm thinking instead of wanting to do a crap ton of cosplays at once...I'm going to stick to making 1-2 (depending on price and difficulty) a year. Stupid adult things like bills and stuff get in the way more now....which sucks..but I'll have to deal with it.

OH YEAH...and I apologize if it takes a tad bit longer than usual to answer back. I've been getting more work to complete at school AND with other things going on...I tend to be more forgetful than usual.

....I don't know what else to put....so I guess that's it. xD
  • Listening to: Hell Yeah by ZebraHead
  • Reading: Neon Genesis Evangelion
  • Watching: Summer Wars
  • Playing: SplatterHouse
  • Eating: noodles
  • Drinking: iced tea
Hello all.....how are you all on this fabulous day? Good? Well I hope you are......but I might ruin it for you with yet another journal filled with mixed feelings. And look....I'll even put them in their own categories....AND NOT EXPLAIN THEM GOOD BECAUSE I'M LAZY.

Negatives-
-My inferiority complex is getting worse.
-Despite my want to change, I don't see myself changing anytime soon to help with that.
-I feel like I'm bothering most people whenever I want to talk with them.
-school's becoming a huge pain in the ass, and I just want it to be over already.
-I'm getting more concerned with my appearance, which would be okay, if I wasn't constantly making fun of myself for my weird body type and gross face.
-I haven't talked to my grandfather in months, his birthday is today, and I don't even know if I can call him because it can get so awkward.
-FEELS FEELS FEELS FEELS.
-I feel like I just want to beat the shit out of some people, and I really don't know why.

Positives-
-I've been actually doing okay in school. (right now)
-I did a speech today and apparently did very well, according to my teacher.
-I've been drawing more and more, putting my imagination on paper for once and not just in my mind.
-I've met some really good people over these last few months, and I'm glad to have them as friends.
-my dad and I are getting closer by actually seeing each other and doing things like going out to breakfast and watching shows together.
-I'm not having as many nightmares, so I've been getting a good amount of sleep.


That's about it....well....in a nutshell. I'M JUST SAYING....don't yell at me for what I said. It really doesn't help. I understand if it's in a joking manner, but when people yell at me, it makes my confidence problem worse :iconohgodwhyplz:
  • Listening to: Touhou arrangements
  • Reading: Dogs: Bullets and Carnage
  • Watching: Senyuu
  • Playing: League of Legends
  • Eating: pizza
  • Drinking: water